2/1/09

I still think about taking the painkillers and just letting go of everything

I've narrowed it down to about 1.5 to 1 meals a day, and it feels great

I wish I could be a cutter, because sometimes it's better than being numb

I'm really good at pretending I'm normal

I sometimes think I'm schizo

1/12/09

I get scared when I'm sad.

I have suicidal thoughts.

I don't want to die, I just want everything to stop.

Post secret, possibly one of the most popular blogs of all time, has one problem.

not all secrets get posted.

and there are so many that get sent in that people need others to know, but that will never see the light of day.

so these are mine.